Right now, what I’m most aware of is the impact of change on my routine. My training volume hasn’t really increased, but the amount of time it takes me to complete a training has increased, noticeably.
On the busy days when there was juggling of work and family schedules, it was actually a mental challenge to stay committed to the new plan and not fall back into habit. And it’s not like I have a ton of bad habits that I have to break. I was sort of successful in my first full triathlon season. I got to stand on the podium after a few local races. So, I’m actually breaking good habits…? Um, why?
More reflection. Let’s see…
- What I’ve done in the past has been effective and has earned me what I have.
- I have new goals.
- They’re more ambitious than what I achieved last year.
- If I use my same ways on my new goal, I’m likely to keep getting what I already got. I’d keep myself from achieving my new goals. (I know I’m shooting for a crazy leap forward, not just improvement.)
- And my coach is awesome. She’s competed so well at Nationals that she went to Worlds. Updated: she just won Rev3Venice Olympic – she’s crazy awesome!
- And lucky for me, she doesn’t care so much about my fabulous history. She’s coaching me to get what I want, next. Everything she’s suggesting is focused forward.
- Interesting stuff.
I’m like working with my new coach and I’m sure the workouts will feel more natural Soon. Right now I feel like I’m spending a lot of time trying to figure out what my new exercises are:”dead bug“, “bird dog“, and “vertical swimming“. (I had no idea.) I’m also working on (finding) muscles that I had no idea were involved in swimming, biking, or running. It’s awkward. I’m awkward.
Battling the frustration/change tests my resolve. If I was to put a positive spin on this, I suppose that this internal dialog is confirming my desire to get to nationals and my willingness to adapt. Darwin would be proud.